wow, 2 months just like that, unbelievable ...

so yeah the title says it all, hahah happy 2nd monthsary bby tiger !!
i have so much to write but dont know where to start, hmmm, ok lets start from the very beginning. it goes a little something like this ...

fasting month, as usual from terawih ofcoz, it was 260909♥ , i was at the interchange with Fairul{!} , hmmm, called her and asked her for stead, hehehe . i can still remember the moment she accepted me i was jumping around. was the most happy moment in my entire life, hhahhaa, everyone else there was like staring at me, fairul nyer muke nampak sah mcm " aku tak kenal nie budak " ^.* . yeah, the journey it took me to get her was seriously difficult. there were many ups and downs but yeah, i held on and never gave up. hehehe k fastforward >> ..... the end . hehehhee my easily melted bonker who solat's terawih at pukul 5 :D .

the moments we shared were amzing, but here is what i can remember .... errm .... we hung out at cp, then i started all the jokes bout sunat lah, then there was one time where i made a joke bout her. her intention was to , y'knw, close my mouth with her hand, but she used alot of force and ended up banging my head on the wall . was funny but painful . then started to hit each other's heads . fun fun fun ! hahaha and also i went to her house area that time, lepak2 only, she wanted to touch my nose, i tot she was going to hit me, then i pushed myself backwards, then again, banged my head on the wall, she was laughing like hell ! arghs , cute lah syg :)

this all all contents from my heart . it was all my love for her . although she keeps emphasizing that i dont love her and stuffs like that but deep down, i know that we still love each other no matter what . for those who knws Nur Shahidah , she is the hard-headed type of girl who gets jealous so easily and gets grumpy to the simplest of mistakes, thinks negatively too . i helped her overcome this probs and alhamdulilah, she is better now . she is more understanding, caring and most importantly, more loving . i dont know, i just cant say anything anymore coz theres so much to do in so little time . but one thing is for sure, i will always love her no matter what . just now, we were like otp and she ended up recording our conversations . hahaha, countdown for 261109 somemore . hhehe well i think mainly thats what i can write . byes !

to bby : always keep in mind that no matter what happens, breaking up is not the solution although it sounds easy but i tell you, its seriously not a wise decision to make. bear in mind that i will always love you and 260909 will always be tatooed im my heart . i love you and i miss you sincerely bbytiger !! muahs !!

and yeah 4 days without her around is gonna be one smoky hell

nytes !!! :)))

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<<<<<< what the hell ??

hahaha, a message from someone, please tyr harder ","

serious i dont care what you wanna say, i still love her though :))

dah lah, buat lah kerja yang berfaedah lah, dunia dah nak kiamat, taubat lah.

bye bye !

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hello world !

actually im tired and wanted to sleep but hell no, something happened that kept me wide awake. its about her

well as a matter of fact, we had a fight, not excactly a fight, a small misunderstanding .... misunderstanding, i dont think it is . tsk . OTP with her, and i told her i was getting tired and sleepy, so yeah she agreed to end the call. i asked her wether she was angry at me or not, and she seem to be grumpy with her words . as in, i asked her nicely and she gave me a reply with a total opposite tone from what i gave her . then i consoled her as usual , but all of a suddent she replied with the " kimak " word . i was like WTF ?!?! this is what you call love ? hello ? are you out of you mind or what ? damn, was so shocked , my heart was suffering such a severe pain, i swear it hurts ! oh well, she doesnt seem to care bout my heart's condition. well . heres the thing, she told me i forgot my promises, HAHAHA ! i didnt, she did, and yeah, she got all stingy bout the number of msgs she used and was all stressed out bout her bill, i understand . i mean like cmon, if you know u can't handle having a line, use prepaid instead . serious !

here is what she msged me excactly :

" kimakk . bwat perangai ngan i ? hung up on me ? da lah u , tmr tkya jumpe sudah . nyt . ly . k ,bye "

it hurts , seriously, and yeah the hung up thing , she was all grumpy and angry, and she claims that when im consoling her, it hurts her, so why i should continue, i hung up instead . and dont think after reading this , you would probably say i gave up on her, no, i have always been the one calling her back even she hung up on me, even when shes angry, even when shes sad, coz i know she needs me . but have she ever did that to me ? a definite - NO ! And also, between us, we made it clear that when we use shortforms like ily, ly, imy, its seriously unsincere .

this is what i replied her, and yeah for those who knows me, please tell me my mistake about it :

" u maki me, u used all those harsh tones and words on mwe . thats how u reply my msg yang diberi dngn kate2 baik ? i pakse u berubah, yes i did, but to let you become a better person, not like this. and yeah, semenjak u pakai line, nak msg i pun susah, berkira sangat ngan i, i selalu kol u pon takde per i ckp ape ape . we are like talking things out and ur like ah kay kay u menang, wtf ? ego nah. mentang2 i baik, i relaxed, u pijak kepale ah ? eh, kalau i dah tak syg, dah tak kisah, i dah tinggalkan lah tapi syg nyer pasal, i sabar ! tsk, i rase, lelaki lain pun tak tahan ngan perangai u mcm gini, dah bagos tu dapat i, sabar, understanding. this is how u repay me ? nak reply tak yah nak ckp ur hurting me or dnt contact me or u tak syg i, u started this thing kay ! i ckp baik2, u reply i kimak ? eh, kalau ngantok, moody pun, nak maki tngk org ah, maki matair sendiri, siape ajar ? dah lah eh u, i dah cukup sabar ngan u. kalau masih syg, kol ah eh, kalau tak, tak yah nak contact. love you tiger . nites ! "

like seriously, before we were even together, she keeps mentioning bout me becoming the old me, so yeah i took the effort and i changed myself, she told me i changed and she appreciated it but why must one be better and the other becoming worse, love is so unfair . if i were to follow my old behaviour, i would have already left her, and started finding a new one, but why didnt i do that ? coz i LOVE her thats why !!! seriously guys, do you think im being too patient , as in, im fine being too patient with her as long as it keeps us together . haiyo, in alot of relationships ive been through, this is the toughest and that is the reason that made me LOVE her even more !! and do out think other guys would even be this tolerant towards her ? like she getting all angry and mooody and keeps throwing tantrums at you out of the blue. cmon, thats what i get from her ! haiz, i really dont know whats going on, coz i remember her telling me that when it gets late at night, her mood gets bad, but her promise to me was not to let her mood come into our way, i nvr did that, like seriously, i SWEAR ! haiz, i think ive written enough, she would be probably scold me for posting this out. the reason why i did this is not to tell the whole world her mistake, coz maybe its my fault too, it takes two hands to clap :) but people reading this post, i really need your wise guidance in this matter. thats all i have to say, not sleepy, just heartbroke :(

nytz2 people and thanks for spending your time to read :)

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Hello WORLD
16 more days to our 2nd mthsaryy !
I'd like to say i love Megat Muhammad Danial alot ♥♥♥♥

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basically a few months left, ok skip that part ....

hmm bored at home, wanna drool also no more saliva, wanna go out and meet her , but she dont want to, wateva >.< angry with me somemore, chat with frens also she jealous, haiyo, people reading this, i wanna ask you a question. if your chatting with a fren of yours and he/she is the opposite sex, and your deary loved one comes along and gets all jealous and fucked up, and goes scolding you, is it fair ? answers please put in tagboard, thanks !
now confused, everything i do is something wrong in her eyes, simplest of mistakes that can lead to a big fckued up problem, dah lah, bored lah, so angry , im better of dead ! 1 month plus only mah, and yeah untok umat2 islamku yang ku sygi, halalkan lah makan minum ku, amin, doakan tau, jadi danial boleh siap sedia untok alam yang seterusnyer. k lah, asalamualaikum ! (: