she says i tak berubah, i tried to show her, but she cant seem to absorb it. haiz. ape lah nak buat, nie lah nasib aku, dah syg dia, nie lah hukumanku.

anyways lets start from yesterday, never manage to blog. actually dah luperlah tapi i remembered one thing, i opened her heart, weehee ! (=

today woke up as usual, my heart was on teachers day concert. niari beg ringan, half day mah. met my usual bros at the lrt but bby wasn't there, she took bus instead. went to school as per normal. then recess came, had to talk to habibul bout stuff. he claims dah abg sapao and the two bonkers hate hym. lols lah seyh, tak dapat uhh. k itu letak tepi :D after that was recess, OMG ! seriously they suck, except for the PSG, they rock my soul !!! lepas balik gi compass ngan budak2 sec 3 , head on to lepak with the bonkers with abg sapao with them. wow ,enjoyed the moments with her, lol hahaha ok daas . then one by one mahadhir and shah datang, lepas tu syubs and bibs. haiz .k . then we chatted like hell, dah bobal2, my sister and mummy came (= happy ah tngk kiter lepak ramai2, mcm dah lamer gitu tak lepak, the fidds came, she was from home, so we chit chatted and gurau-ed like rabak, lepas tu, satu2 nak balik. bonker pendek dah tak tahan nah sheeshee, so fairul nak tadarkan tangan ^.* . hahas k daaa, sent bby back and off we go to interchange to sent bonker pendek off. lepas tu kiter disperse balik . after buka, called fairul to go terawih, met shah at interchange and mahadhir at masjid, wahhh ! dah lama tak datang. glad to see me al-mawaddah family again (= lepas tu main bluff ngan taitee, hahaha kene own ngan iko lah boi. hahaha k then went into room to hear about an anouncement. uztaz khairul dah nak tinggalkan kiter !!!! sob,sob. its ok, marilah kiter same2 berdoa untuk kebaikan dah kesihatan uztaz ! amin !. so then bby msged me saying she is crying her heart out. lah wat did i do ? she says she wants me to prove it, i will bby, i promise !!!! . ok then went back home with my 3 bros and we sang like hell, hahaha dah start joke sumer, lame2 sampai kat cp. then balik, sampai rumah jer mate nak K.O. hahahas . msged bby and called her but she tak angkat nor she replied my msgs, hmm so sad, jangan sedih2 k syg ? . so now blogging out my heart, lols !!! . daaass (=

Labels: ily and i will do anything huns

I respected your love for him
I see everything you do with him
Like in the masjid , i know
But in the end i gained nothing
Left with a broken heart

To the girl i love
Here is something for you
I don't understand why you will always say
"prove it" or "im confused"
Its so easy if you could just say
Yes or No

To the girl named ___ ________
I loved you since i saw you at the LRT platform
But back then you were with another guy
So i kept it all to myself, alone
No one knew the truth
But it was okay for me
I'm sorry .....

You said you were afraid
I wasn't trustworthy
I wasn't sincere
I wasn't proving it

Now here i am posting my heart out
But you won't care
You take it as a joke
I'm okay with it
Here is what i'm going to say

i will always love you no matter what . i will always care for you no matter what happens . i will always try to find ways to prove it to you that ILY . if anything happens to me , don't bother looking for me because i think that u don't need me anymore . after all the things i've done to help you , this is what i get ? is this the punishment for loving you ? or am i being unreasonable ? you hate me ? say so . please don't create false hopes on guys and giving them the reason that your confused , it hurts . but one thing is for sure , i will always love you .

Labels: i vomit my ♥ out

I Love my bestie okay ;p
say thankyou after this kk dann.
LOL.

woke up this morning with eyebags hanging, last night cannot sleep, lah mak bapak gadoh lagi -.-" so frustrated . k then followed mum to work coz she had things to be completed if not kene marah by boss . had a 1 hour plus journey to my mum's workplace, so like f&%*, mendak !!! then sticked at me lappy till 4 plus, then went back home . after buka siap2 for terawih . i liked the imam , his readings of the verses soo soo damn good, made my heart sank, after terawih went back home and here i am (=

and also congratz to my new blog ( so long since the old one )
credits to :

QINAAA !!

Labels: p.s. i've changed ...